Alone. Confused. Scared.
That’s how I USE to feel. Until I discovered what it was that made me feel this way. I
could have all the people around me in the world, and still I would feel all by myself.
The only one on the planet that was having such difficult problems that were beginning
to manifest themselves outward and affecting my ability to LIVE LIFE.
At first, I thought either I was completely INSANE, or that I must have an isolated case
of some weird disease, that, of course, I could NEVER reveal to another living soul.
Otherwise I’d end up LOCKED UP in a mental health facility!
I had NO CLUE what was happening to me. OR that other people were also suffering
just as I was. These unprovoked ‘attacks’ would just spur up from out of nowhere. Or so
I believed at the time. While I was working, driving, eating, or doing any array of
WHY was this happening to me? WHAT was happening to me? And, would it EVER
STOP?? I didn’t have anyone to speak with about this problem, because I didn’t KNOW
what it was.